What I wish...

She has come back... bringing the joice... and smiles again...(",) Alhamdulillah...

Indeed Allah tests whomever He wants.. He blesses whomever He wishes... He indeed The All Knowing, The All Mighty...

"Be kind to people but do not hope of appreciation and rewards from them... return to Allah... there you can find the contentment for your heart.. "

That's what I always hold firmly in my heart.. open-up the heart and be sincere... look something good or bad from positive side... just do your best without much thinking of the results because Allah knows everything... and what He has in His Hands are much more invaluable and rich of bountiness...

Allah has promised, for those who do good deeds even little, He will surely reward them in whatever ways He wishes... the happiness and heart-contentment are much more meaningful than material rewards.. right?

Indeed... only Allah knows ... and enough is Allah as The Giver and The Protector... =)

Welcome to the World my Baby (",)

Alhamdulillah... now I am officially being an auntie..hehe.. my eldest and only sister has given birth to her son today at 8.11am Malaysia time.. busy SMSing her today asking how is she now, how was the delivery process, how is the baby, when she would be released from the hospital, bla, bla... uh, I wish I can be by her side right now~ ><

I believe that to have a son is really dreamt by any couple.. I can imagine how happy and rejoice are my sister and her husband for their new-born baby... the first son... also the first grandson ... and the pride of both families... =)

My sister told me how painful it was to give birth.. that you can't describe with words... that she has to wear the oxygen mask to help her breathing while pushing for the baby.. I can imagine how nervous her husband was at that time... to see his beloved wife was struggling with life only to deliver their long awaited baby... my sister said, as soon the baby has been completely out and put on her chest, her husband called the azan as loudest as he could.. feeling amazed and praising Allah, The Greatest for all His help... Allahuakbar!

Indeed, the presence of the husband during delivery is really wanted by every wife I believe... to give support and encouragement for the wife to try her very best for the baby to come out... (and also to see how miserable is the wife to give birth. Now, dear husband, do appreciate your wife more and please lend your hands to your wife at home doing housechores, don't only look and stand still!).

Now my sister realized how much our mom has endured to deliver four of us to this world.. no wonder every good or bad daughter when she gives birth, she will return to the mother because she knows only the mother can assist her dealing with the new-born baby that she, as a young and first time mom, has no experience at all to manage the baby. But, the great thing is that.. to realise that... "Mom, I owe you as much as this world's content for the pain you have born for me ..."

That's the reason... why Allah put the mother on top of the father.... and that be kind to mother is greater rewarded than to the father... indeed, Allah is the Most Fair, the Most Kind to human beings...

Again, alhamdulillah ya Allah..for saving both of them.... alhamdulillah.. =)

p/s: Another nephew/niece is coming again by the end of this year... ^^

Happy Mother's Day

I love this wonderful image..full of roses... a significant sign of love which indeed resembles the bulk of love to our mother... (",)

Also in this special entry, I would like to deliver my deep condolence to my close friend (you know who you are) on your mother's demise. May you find comfort and peace after her unexpected leave.. She had truly left this world, but her love and memory will surely last forever...

May Allah bless your mom and also your family...

Al-Fatihah..

Towards the final....

Alhamdulillah... aku telahpun selesai menduduki peperiksaan terakhir pengajian ku di University of Manchester ni... kini aku terasa baru lah aku betul-betul menjadi orang.. bukan pelajar yang terikat dengan peperiksaan setiap semester lagi... lega....

Perkara terakhir untuk disudahkan menjelang hari terakhir persekolahan iaitu pada 12 Jun nanti ialah...Final Year (MEng) Group Project... Aku telah pun membuat jadual seperti di sebelah kanan ni..membahagikan kepada 3 fasa... dan perkara-perkara penting selepas 12 Jun yang akan menyusul... Aah, tak sabarnya nak balik Malaysia... (",)

UK bercuti selama 3 hari di hujung minggu ini... Isnin ini cuti, hari cuti umum yang dipanggil Bank Holiday... aku pun tidak jelas bagaimana Bank Holiday ni boleh wujud sebagai cuti umum... mungkin sebagai pelepasan bagi orang-orang yang bekerja di bank untuk lari sekejap dari masalah-masalah kewangan dengan manusia ni ... hehe...

Dan hujung minggu ini terasa seperti hari yang kosong... maksud aku, kosong tanpa perancangan aktiviti yang padat... tidak seperti sebelum ini (secara jelasnya sebelum peperiksaan akhir) , hujung minggu aku sentiasa penuh dan tersusun dengan aktiviti... jika tidak mengulangkaji, pasti ada aktiviti sampingan lain yang ingin dibuat..

Biasanya pada Juma'at malam aku akan duduk di meja tulis dan merancang aktiviti di hujung minggu... tapi semalam, bila aku mengambil sehelai kertas kosong lalu membahagikan kepada 3 bahagian mewakili hari Sabtu, Ahad dan Isnin, aku dapati aku gagal mengisi ruang-ruang kosong untuk hari Ahad dan Isnin... Aktiviti untuk hari Sabtu ku hanya penuh di waktu pagi sahaja... sekarang pun baru jam 9.20am... dan aku telah hampir melaksanakan separuh aktiviti yang aku senaraikan untuk hari ini...

Ini baru selesai peperiksaan akhir... Final project masih ada untuk diselesaikan.. aku tak dapat bayangkan apabila tiba hari 12 Jun...selepas itu, hidup ini pasti lagi rasa tidak tahu nak buat apa.. dah selesai.... habis.... moga terpimpin untuk membuat sesuatu yang bermanfa'at antara 12 Jun hingga 30 July...

Wani, jangan malas!